Feelings for first day of class.
Mar. 5th, 2025 06:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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Is it okay to say i'm scared? I want to be myself, really, I want to be brave.
But what if that's not enough? What if I get intimidated? What if they're worse? Hearing people talking behind my back is bad but, what if they're bullying me and I just didn't understand? Like done something that should obviously humiliate me, and I just stand there confused?
What if someone shows fake interest on me and I don't catch up on it, thinking they're genuinely interested and want to be my friend? What if I actually pass all of secondary with no friends?
Well I'd like to say I don't care about that but...I keep remembering the memories of all of those lonely days. I don't want to relive them. But yet, some of those memories were actually...peaceful. But when I was distressed, who'd help me??
Well, I guess if that happens, my art is just gonna get more interesting. And also, I have my online friends. And the friends I made on primary school. They're always with me.
So, let's see what this year has for me. Is it gonna get better? Is it gonna get worse? Will Yukii survive? Will this alien survive how exhausting being around other humans can be? We're about to find out!! Yukii will try to update on how the day went on when she gets back from school at around 1 PM!!! (Or so I hope)
See you.
But what if that's not enough? What if I get intimidated? What if they're worse? Hearing people talking behind my back is bad but, what if they're bullying me and I just didn't understand? Like done something that should obviously humiliate me, and I just stand there confused?
What if someone shows fake interest on me and I don't catch up on it, thinking they're genuinely interested and want to be my friend? What if I actually pass all of secondary with no friends?
Well I'd like to say I don't care about that but...I keep remembering the memories of all of those lonely days. I don't want to relive them. But yet, some of those memories were actually...peaceful. But when I was distressed, who'd help me??
Well, I guess if that happens, my art is just gonna get more interesting. And also, I have my online friends. And the friends I made on primary school. They're always with me.
So, let's see what this year has for me. Is it gonna get better? Is it gonna get worse? Will Yukii survive? Will this alien survive how exhausting being around other humans can be? We're about to find out!! Yukii will try to update on how the day went on when she gets back from school at around 1 PM!!! (Or so I hope)
See you.
